Sunday, January 16, 2011
♥ to you.....
Actually, i dont even know wat am i going to write on this post....
my feeling is very confuse and i dont know wat am i gonna do...
yesterday, i mean the two days before because the clock struck 12:05 am.... i broke up with him...
is this the right choice that i had done?? i dont even know... i am very blur and i dont know wat to do.... everytime, i felt desperate on you when i sms to you... that was not the answer i want it from you.... we had not met for one month and i think you dont even miss me... since after i finished my ielts lesson, we had not met each other, but through sms... from that time onwards, i felt that you are getting fed up to me... everytime when i want to get in bed, you will give me a kiss or "i love you" this kind of romantic words, but you did it lesser and lesser.... i didnt blame at you but felt curious... i dont want to ask you cause i think you will think that i had think a lot...
is there any principle says that when couples less getting together, their relationship will more estrangement??? but many of them are happily ever after... is that means that i am a materialistic girl??? yes, i do... but why cant you dont even know wat i want, wat i need and every time make me angry??? is that good for us to break up??
actually, i quite regret after i sms it to you... but can i change the situation??? i really miss you and i dont even know wat to do now.... the whole day with a sad heart but a happy face in front of my parents... u know is very hard to do it??? i try to wait for your sms, but it is futile... is this the end between us?? i hope it will not be...
i dont dare to message you and i will want to redeem this situation....the point is, i dont know wat to do....
well, this is wat i wanna say it to you:" Dear, i really love you...."
i dont know wat you feel when i send that message to you, but when u read my blog, i hope i have a another chance....
my feeling is very confuse and i dont know wat am i gonna do...
yesterday, i mean the two days before because the clock struck 12:05 am.... i broke up with him...
is this the right choice that i had done?? i dont even know... i am very blur and i dont know wat to do.... everytime, i felt desperate on you when i sms to you... that was not the answer i want it from you.... we had not met for one month and i think you dont even miss me... since after i finished my ielts lesson, we had not met each other, but through sms... from that time onwards, i felt that you are getting fed up to me... everytime when i want to get in bed, you will give me a kiss or "i love you" this kind of romantic words, but you did it lesser and lesser.... i didnt blame at you but felt curious... i dont want to ask you cause i think you will think that i had think a lot...
is there any principle says that when couples less getting together, their relationship will more estrangement??? but many of them are happily ever after... is that means that i am a materialistic girl??? yes, i do... but why cant you dont even know wat i want, wat i need and every time make me angry??? is that good for us to break up??
actually, i quite regret after i sms it to you... but can i change the situation??? i really miss you and i dont even know wat to do now.... the whole day with a sad heart but a happy face in front of my parents... u know is very hard to do it??? i try to wait for your sms, but it is futile... is this the end between us?? i hope it will not be...
i dont dare to message you and i will want to redeem this situation....the point is, i dont know wat to do....
well, this is wat i wanna say it to you:" Dear, i really love you...."
i dont know wat you feel when i send that message to you, but when u read my blog, i hope i have a another chance....
